| my son |
[13 Jan 2007|03:18pm] |
this is a message to and for anyone who didnt know that my son is born or was born
my son name is jakobe thomas nash
he was born 11-3-06
he was 6lbsand 9.2oz
he was 20cm long and loud as hell
lol
andi congrads on ur baby
i will have pics soon for jakobe
have a nice day
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| myspace |
[17 Oct 2005|06:55pm] |
ok i forgot to mention that i have myspace
there is a picture of me on that page to anyone who has it add me please
:)
myspace.com/cnash88522
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| STILL IN MI |
[23 Jul 2005|02:42pm] |
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well i was suppose to go to georgi today but i didnt
me and my wife to be is still together and she is preg
maannnn life is grand sometimes
i had to find out if i had any warrents out on my ass and i dont
shit man i'm good
i jus thought i update this because no one sees me online anymore
lol
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| DAY 2 |
[08 Jul 2005|02:01pm] |
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aight i am a lil more calmer then i was last nite
i talk to rachel today and she was suppose to be meetin up with a friend of her's from school
right now i am at a state of mind that i need to have someone follow her around
i am sorry i do love her and everythin
but jus because i love her that doesnt mean i wont beat these guyz ass for fuckin with my gyrl
but the sad thing is that rachel thinks i always wanna hammer on someone
and thats not true
i am jus protectin whats mean
i think i will make another road trip there
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[07 Jul 2005|10:16pm] |
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aight i guess i am suppose to lie and say that i had a good day today
fuck naw i didnt
i felt as if i cant trust my g/f anymore
i had to find out from serveral different ppl that rachel was cheatin on me
yea i was piss i wanted to rip that guy FUCKIN THROAT OUT AND BLOW HIS GRILL DA FUCK OUT
she swore to me that she wasnt cheatin on me
i had to have my friend ced drive my ass out to where she was
man i am tired of bein played but all these chics that claim they love me
i am suppose to be leavin town for a while and i wonder if i have to look forward to her ass lyin to me again
this is y i never like any of my g/f's havin guy friends
i told this foo i'm like T.I *U DONT KNOW ME*
i'll get like ludacris and act a fool
man is there any loyal faithful female out there for me
please tell me
i cant keep puttin myself thro this shit every week and she makes it seem like i blame her for everythin and she thinks i dont love her
and it was me doin everythin in the world for her
damn
y am i in so much pain??
i love her so very much but cant pull myself to leave her
i think i deserve every heartache i get
this is a message that i am the biggest loser ever walk god green earth
i am so depress and stress and enrage that i jus wanna hurt somethin like real real bad
please i need some one to prey for me
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| bad week |
[05 Jul 2005|01:55pm] |
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i am havin a terrible week
i havent seen my g/f for 4 days now that sux ass
i was only able to call her and tell her how much i miss her
that wasnt good enuff for me
i havent had gas in my car prior to those 4 days i havent seen her
and to make it worst
all my good friends is poppin up M.I.A
damn i am bored off my ass
and a lil while ago i had some dude pop onto my screen name just literaly tryin to chew my ass off
i am tired of all the negativity
is there anyone out there think i'm annoyin as all hell please let me know
i already feel like shit
this will literally make my day more
i have 3 more days to get the rest of my shit out of this house b4 the deadline
i usually like the pressure
but now i am so depress i dont know what to do
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| bored |
[13 Jun 2005|05:09pm] |
ok its monday and i am bored, someone please slap me with a ghetto cookie
rachel i sittin right next to me readin my journal* theres nothin sacre anymore* lol
and i have a friend that jus told me that Ms Jackson was found not guilty
what is the world commin to??
o well i need to find somethin constructive to do now
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| alycia saga |
[11 Jun 2005|07:20pm] |
ok this entry is for alycia
lyc i seen that lil message u left me and thats, thats not coo
because number one if u didnt read my message right the first time i'll explain it to u for the second time
i said that i heard what u and cassie was goin off and about behind my back or somethin like that
never the less i let that go and futher more when i written that i was already pissed off at the fact that somethin dumb was goin to happen to me
now jus to let u know that i already talk to cassie a few weeks ago and put all this useless fightin between us to the rear end of us
which left me to u
i never got a chance to talk to u about nothin and if u say that u didnt do anythin then thats aight because i am over it
i jus tryin to be coo with u people because i am tired of the dumb stuff
obne more thing my dear lyc, i dont talk smack, thats the last thing i'll do.
and i dont discriminate young lady if u start wit me then i have no choice but to respond accordenly
so i am tellin u like i told cas
i am very sorry for the misunderstandin
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| what a great year |
[11 Jun 2005|07:33am] |
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can anyone please tell me why in the bloody blue hell do i always wait until its doomsday b4 i decide that i really wanna write in this journal??!!!
its been a long time since i wrote in this thing and alot has happen durin that time
like for example i am on probation because of my former job
i had to do 20 hours of community service because of my former job, oh and dont let me forget to mention that i am payin a stunning $720.00 fine because of my former job
me and rachel is still together and still plan on gettin married, the only issue with us is that she cant stay pregnant like a good girl
we both been workin on and off for some temporary job site out in troy
oh yeah and my ex girlfriend keeps callin me askin for money for the former apartment that she left me hangin in
my ex girlfriend decide to call it truce on our on going soap opera so we are friends now
my best friend ced act like he cant grow a sack and stand up to his BITCHY woman
molly is havin problems of her own and we aint gonna even get me started on that, however i have mad respect for that girl for bein able to work and take care of 2 kids
i am gonna be movin again because my mom sold the house
so i have to get my hussle on and find me a new place to be
well this is my update so i'll be tryin to write in it again soon
peace
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| FINALLY!!! |
[28 Jan 2005|11:47pm] |
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i did it finally
GIMME A HELL YEAH
i finally got myself a job after a whole month
i'm very proud of myself
now all i gotta do is help my g/f get a job
we went to dinner tonite to celebrate it
i cant wait
i start on tuesday morning
now i can relax but it cant take it easy seein how i have alot of work that needs to be done
hell i am so happy for myselfencore
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| finally |
[26 Jan 2005|11:11pm] |
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ok i am finally able to post my entries without worryin about some tic tamperin with my system!!!
i've posted b4 about my girlfriend bein pregnant and how sick she been feelin?
today she look really pal like she had no strength to do anything
i think tomorrow after i take her to do her arrands i'm gonna end up takin her to the docters to figure out when she is suppose to be due or somethin i am really startin to get worried about her
and if thats not bad enuff she has to find her a new job
hell i got to find me a new job
i hope my interview goes well on friday
i need to be able to support rach and my new breed when its born
back to my journal problem i think i figured out who is screwin with it and i will report the both of them to the people who runs this thing
this is gettin really old and i am on here every night writin this stupid thing for 2 brats to be commin along screwin around with it
o well
i have other things to worry about
my girlfriend and my up commin kid
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| HE'S BACK!!!!! |
[04 Jan 2005|01:53pm] |
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guess who back
first off i wanna wish everyone a happy new year
second i wanna make known that yours boy clay is gonna be a daddy soon *YEEAAH!!!*
i am havin the most hectic yr
i lose my apartment and i lost my job
thats ok i am boucin back
i dont know y i started writin in this thing again
i never have anythin good to say
and cassie u fat slut i heard all about yo fat ass
and alycia u better stop spreadin shit about me
u think i dont know what the fuck u been spittin behind my back?!
fuck u and cassie put together
kasandra rewer u can ask me ur important question jus as soon as i get me a new e-mail account
i guess theres nothin else to say except se ya when i se ya
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| how funny |
[13 Mar 2003|07:47am] |
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yesterday was a tremendous good day
i mean really
it was rachel's birthday and of course we took her out
we had to go later on after work and tim came up with the idea of going to gino's
by the way rachel is 21
but anyway
we watch some guy do card tricks
and unless i am seein things but me and rach couldve sworn we saw that guy float himself off the ground
that was so cool
but anyway
me and rachel ordered chicken noodle soup and a couple of whine coolers
rachel got the wild berry flavor and i got the black cherry flavor * excellent taste i mite add*
ok now rachel was on about how she wanted a cake and someone to sing her happy b-day *this is the same girl who threaten to kick me and tim asses if we mention to them ppl that it was her b-day*
so i said ok consider it done
i was crazy enuff to flag down the waiter * and i quote to the gentleman: my i need a small favor , my friend over here would like someone to bring her a cake and a nice nifty b-day song*
lol
the guy say hey pal consider it done
rachel looks at me and scream what the hell did u just do
lol
she said she was gonna kick my butt because she was just kidding
lol
tim started laughin
i am thinkin to myself * o shit!*
but she had to laugh at it herself
so yea the waiter came out with a guy and a small cake
and get this man
the dude sing happy b-day to her
then me and tim sing to her
YEA I SING!!
rachel face was red from blushin too much
i can still hear her mutterin i am gonna get u for this
so yea we left gimo's and rachel hammered me in the parking lot
lol
me and tim got her a b-day card
not gonna tell u what kind of b-day cards
lol
i dont have enuff time to tell ya so if u really wanna know jus ask me later
i need to get goin to work now
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| clay is BBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK!! |
[03 Mar 2003|01:38pm] |
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there isnt much that i can say at this point of time
all i know is i havent been online as much
well i have
but i never gotten around to postin on my journal
but with all the b.s thats been goin on and plus me workin too
how do i find the time to even be online at all
things has been so hell raising that i havent even been back to church
u know speakin of church
i dont know if i'll ever return or not
but we'll see what happens
i spent the most of my time with tim, rachel, and they kid
o yea and molly and kevin too
and speakin of which
i guess u should know that i been lookin out for them all
i mean tim and rachel was in a bad car wreck
baby lisa almost died, thank god no one was killed
i actually cried for rachel u know that
blah i am gonna skip thro all this negative crap
lets talk about last nite when i took rachel out to a movie for her b-day
yea baby we seen CRADLE TO THE GRAVE
we went to go see it at great lake crossing
met some new friends on the road
rachel couldnt kept her happy tail still
she was actually dancin to some of the music they was playin
but u know other then that had fun
ok type these damn thing too fast
it dont really make since
but thats ok i am in a rush
i should be expectin to talk to cassie more later
hmmmmmmm
well i need to bounce for now
clay be out
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[23 Oct 2002|02:18pm] |
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ok so how long has it been since i wrote in this dang thing
lol
ok maybe i can explain
ever since that me and molly grew closer i jus forget about alot of stuff
call me crazy yo
but i am willing to make sacrifices for her
the thing is that she already knows that i am diggin her yo
but she dont know how much
i guess this is what happens when i stick so close to her for about a yr and a half
i had to go to new york to see my dyin aunt
i didnt really tell no one i was goin
well i told tim and rachel
and then i told rach to tell molly
but molly never got the message until i called there from NYC
and let me tell ya when i talk to her she was very upset
i jus had to get done with my business in NY
which i did
so i found myself commin home a day early
and when i did
well lets jus say that me and molly became closer then anyone would have thought we were
i am not gonna explain what i mean by that so dont ask
i havent heard from my mom at all since she came home
i finally got off my duff and called home again
anyway
this molly thing jus wont go away
an i think i experience somethin like this b4
ok it was with cassie ok
i am not gonna play dumb
and speakin of cassie
man talk about havin a huge ego
i called her so i can talk to her or maybe go see her
and i guess its safe to say that she was bein a bit stook up
i mean i havent talk to her nor seen her in a long while
all i wanted to do was tell her where i been
but crap knowin her @$$ she prolly wouldnt give a blind crap
i think marlana and danyell r the only ones thats interested in my good health and well being
tammy acted like she had an attitude when she heard from me on a e-mail
i guess she is still pissed off about the whole jennifer thing
o well it couldve been worse
i dont know when i'll be back to church again
maybe when i am treated with the respect that i deserve
i was gonna wait for cassie to IM me
but i guess she is too good for that too
i am gonna try my hardest not to talk to molly about anythin that concern me and herself
i guess i am gonna be patient for a while longer
well i guess its bed time
so i will put this to a close til the next time
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[01 Sep 2002|09:58am] |
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ok so yea this day has been so
ummm....
nevermind i am still tired from work
hey i did carts today
YYAAAAYYYY ME
me and jen went to meijers today b4 i went to work
i tell ya now i love this gyrl to death
she got me a couple of awesome cds and she sorta reminds me of some one
hmmm
maybe she reminds me of myself because i always doin things for people
yea so anyway enuff with the mushy stuff my day went by pretty well
i had jennifer with me all day long
even when i was at work
lol
o yeah i had to hide her from molly
lol
so yea we came back to my place and i called cassie like the dummy that i am
it totally was useless as to tho she hung up on me once and i was dumb and called her back and she was as ignorant about it so i jus said ok
i am frustrated now so i think i'll end this useless entry
o but b4 i do i have one more thing to say and i am gonna say it for the last
LASTT TIME
cassie and kristie please if u have a so call problem with me or jennifer
address it personally
THANK U!!!
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[24 Aug 2002|10:36am] |
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o my gosh
i cant believe she did that to me
i shouldnt be suprise tho
i was suppose to take cassie out tonite
but she called me and cancelled only cos she wanted to see a band instead
my and cass had friday planned out all week long and she left me in the cold
thats not rite and i dont deserve to be treated this way man i am tellin u
so i spent most the day with jennifer
not what i planned to do but i guess it was ok
it help past the time
we spent very lil time at great lakes crossing
but really i was thinkin y cant cassie for once stick to her promises ant not be so mean to me so much
it bothers me alot and she doesnt even care
she wanted me to call her later but i dont understand y
i mean i am angry about this
yea real smart of me to jus tell her to go on ahead and go
and when i told her that i can sense her smilin and sayin okies at the same time
and she wants to say i am mean
and she question me y i stay in white lake so much
at least rachel molly and tim dont go back on their word when we plan to do somethin
i am tired of written about this now
i am gonna give a huge hello to MOLLY seein how i havent seen her in a week
love ya babe
this is commin to a close now
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[22 Aug 2002|11:43pm] |
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i did it
i went to church last nite for the first time in a week
it wasnt bad either
jennifer wanted to go but when i got there to get her she wasnt even there
i hate that crap when she does it to me
o well kevin was there and he didnt wanna go cos he fears the church will collaspe on top of him
lol
kevin it not that bad really!!
o well they said they mite go wit me next time
and believe me jennifer needs it
well anyway i was embarass last nite when kevin over heard cassie bad mouthin me on the phone
she dont think i am as nice to her as paul is to jess
bs
i am takin cassie out on friday
and i pray that she dont chance her mind on me after she said that she would
i dont wanna tell rachel that cassie has somethin against her
she has enuff bull crap goin on with her this week
well speakin of rachel i better hot foot it to the job and talk to her b4 she gets off cos i dont know if she'll be home later on
i am puttin this to a close now
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| hello |
[13 Aug 2002|05:32pm] |
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well i am back
i am back again, but who the frick cares
u know i am tired of the critizism
week in and week out
i been chillin and hangin out in white lake for quite some time now
tim and rachel wants me to jus move on out there since i am out there all the time
i am thinkin of jus doin that, cus i cant stand to be in detroit no longer man its killin me
molly moved back with her parents and got a job
not to mention somethin else happen with her that i wont say
baby lisa has been awesome man i'll tell ya
i love that kid to death
really makes me wish i had a kid of my own
better yet i wish i had a fam of my own
hmmm.... but well thats somethin else
tim and rachel switch shifts for work which doesnt seem to be all that bad cos i feel like i am workin the nite shifts when rachel is there durin the day
i've decided to cut the nice guy crap cos it does nothin but bring me more chaos
cassie is a fine example of that
paul ask me if theres any chance of me and her gettin back together
not a chance
i feel like she spits on me and walks all over my hide
and i dont think she was really nice to rachel on the phone either but o well
hey i remember that
lil lisa tried to talk to her
o well
i didnt have the heart to tell paul that the reason y cassie dump me in the first place was cos she thinks i am not a god worthy man
she totally rip me when i told her that i need time for church to sink in
*how long do u need 20 years* she saids
and i think i figured out who been rippin on me behind my back
i dont need to hear about y i am so mean when they should know already
hmmm
maybe later on today i'll go to kevin's house and ask jennifer out
i really dont have nothin to lose
i should go now
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[09 Jul 2002|11:13pm] |
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y do i waste my time with females
maybe its because i jus wanna go on ahead and settle down and have a family
how ever i am havin trouble selectin a decent female
all the good ones r taken
i definately need to be with someone who i can share my bloody thoughts and feelings with and not be judge or ignored about it
i'm not desperate i'm jus tired of playin these pre-mature teenage games with half the chicks i been with
cassie is a fine example of that
she couldnt accept me whether i swore in front of her or not
and at one point she use to say she love me
and look at her now
i dont know y i still love her for
she feels nothin for me
i'll never be able to prove myself worthy at anythin at this rate
i guess i have to talk to my cousin shammon and get her thoughts
that is of course if i can ever get ahold of her
and thats another thing
i hate crushes
thank u
lol
i dont know what to do now i feel like i wasted alot of energy on one common goal
and i thought that i found someone who loves me back
but hecks no
o well tomorrow and a different day
i wanted to hang out wit cas on friday but i dont think she want to
so i will see about tim and rachel on friday and go home on saturday or sunday
darn i need to wash the juice out my pants
lil lisa decide she wanted to dump her juice all over me last nite
but at least it wasnt in public like she did tim
lol
i'ma put this to a close now
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